
i like rainy days. they are gloomy, dark and gorgeous (this sounds like a description of Lestat), entirely different creatures from your normal tropical weather. what’s not hot (or rather, is) is an overcast tropical day, where it’s oppressively hot and fuggy, humid without the relief of rain and wind, and the air is so thick that the blood seems to congeal in your veins. not exactly conducive baking weather, though i managed to bake up a little storm for the weekend.
it was Z’s last weekend in KL and A., Z. and i would be spending it – of all things – at a workshop and a talk – but we met some incredible people there, and i’m just about certain i want to spend the next four years after A-Levels at a liberal arts college. hopefully with an oven and an electric mixer. they don’t tell you whether they have these things at college.

so off to the workshop we went, me carting along a paper bag with Amai’s Tea Sweets, Chocolate Chip Cookies and Green Tea Madeleines, offering them to anyone we talked to. it’s amusing how many people won’t accept cookies from a stranger – someone even declined with a “i’m allergic to peanuts”. even more amusing (and humiliating) was the very, very public rejection of cookies in the spirit of mock interviews for college:
CC: what is your greatest strength?
F: uh…being nice to people.
CC: okay. you have 15 seconds to prove that you’re nice. /points at random girl in audience
in short, the girl proved to be a damn good actress (or maybe she liked being mean) and responded to an offer of Tea Sweets with “i don’t like cookies”, and more. i still cringe when i think about it, and wonder if i should have gone the Higgins route of “if i wasn’t being nice, i would have rammed them down your ungrateful throat, you presumptuous insect.”
i wouldn’t really have said that.
but more to the point: would anyone refuse Tea Sweets if they knew what they were? tender, almost cake-like cookies, their mild sweetness tempered by the bright, bitter matcha. no confectioners’ sugar had i, so caster sugar it would be, though i think following the original would work a treat. a repeat recipe if there’s one, a Chinese New Year cookie if any. i mean, these things won a Best Bakery Recipe Award. all these bloggers know what they’re talking about.
that episode made me wonder why i bake, really, and why i bother trying to share these things with people – i was already struggling to explain to my seemingly-increasingly-bored group members why i’m this obssessed with food for the applications essay (lazy answer: i will bake for you let me in to your uni plzkthnxbai) – but then Hobart, total stranger and nice guy, gave the chocolate chip cookies the thumbs up, and it was all much better. and so did Z. and A., who finished the last of the madeleines at A.’s place after the workshop, before watching My Fair Lady and Mulan.
and yeah, these chocolate chip cookies are the shit, figuratively speaking. other bloggers have raved and shared the recipe, so i won’t, but i swear that these are the best chocolate chip cookies that you’ll ever taste. mindblowingly good, chewy and fudgy at the centre, crispy towards the edges, the sweetness counterbalanced by an undercurrent of savoury saltiness - which sounds weird, but i assure you that the salt here is a desirable thing – and chock-a-block full of chocolate. i used three types of sugar, sure, and organic flour and everything, but the real secret is letting it rest in the fridge for at least 36 hours. 24 at the minimum. like fine wine but in a shorter time frame, the flavours develop and meld together, becoming deeper and more layered and somehow just better, especially at room temperature. (they’re far too rich straight out of the oven.)
just be warned: the original David Leite recipe makes a billion cookies, far too many for one person to eat, and 5 straight from the oven is just pushing it, and you will have to share. but it’s okay, because sharing them is great: everyone loves these cookies. even people who claim not to like chocolate. usually. 
a brief interlude: it’s true that i don’t make a habit of posting people-photos on this food blog, and especially not photos of myself, which made it much harder for these two stalkers to figure out who i was.
Zhi Wei: you know how hard it is to find a picture of you? i googled “Florentyna Leow” with quote marks and all i could find was that twitter picture of you, and do you have any idea how small the dimensions of that picture are? (at Andrew) yeah hers is the blog with all the pictures of food.
i do not like photos of myself much, and one-way stalking/lurking kind of amuses me. but in all seriousness, these are just two of the many awesome people there those two days. i’d met Zhi Wei two years ago at the WSDC preliminary rounds and forgot about him till i found his blog, and emailed him about his music. seems that he remembered me and my name, so i made a new friend (again). and he’s such a nice guy. but more to the point, his song 28 Days is one of my favourites, and that’s no joke. it’s an astonishingly sexy song, kind of like Jack Johnson’s Rodeo Clowns, channeling Jason Mraz and a little Craig David, with clever lyrics and an irresistible melody. this is what you call shameless advertising, but 28 Days is honestly that good.
as for Andrew…well, he likes stalkers. he also wears cool scarves, and has an inhuman CV. (US apps 2009 can be summed up by: “Andrew’s CV”)
the Youth to Youth forum started badly and sleepily, and ended really well – all manner of speakers were there from Nik Nazmi, Hannah Yeoh and Wan Firdaus to Mark Teh, Wong Chin Huat and Edmund Bon. i had high hopes for the Arts talk: it was entertaining but lacked substance, and it wasn’t as cohesive as i would’ve liked. the Politics talk with NN, HY and WF was incredible fun to listen to, and since they couldn’t get an UMNO people to come for the last talk, the sole rep – 25 year old Wan Firdaus, ex-Marxist-turned-UMNO-Youth-member – had to man the fort for his party.
listening to Wan Firdaus’s surprisingly progressive (for UMNO) stand is hilarious when you consider his stringently anti-establishment past (R: progressive?! he used to be a Marxist, and then the Sultan of Johor picked him up and now he’s all guai and talking about reform from within…), and Hannah Yeoh really grilled him at one point for it – i wish i’d taken notes. but i really liked the forum mainly because i love listening to people’s stories, and these outlets just humanise them that much more – outside the manifestos and policies and electoral statistics, they’re just people who happen to do good things for the community, and that’s more important than anything else. so i am a total sucker for grassroots politics.
right, but i really wanted to talk about the madeleines.

no Proustian memories have i associated with this little cake-cookie, but good lord, i love the madeleine. i have a feeling there might be a little too much matcha powder in this for most non-Asians, but it is absolutely lovely. there’s a burst of sweetness from the icing sugar which gives way to the green tea, a tight, tender crumb with a whisper of citrus. perfect for contemplative Proustian tea-eating or just snacking on.
Green Tea Madeleines
adapted from Dorie Greenspan’s Paris Sweets
105 grams all-purpose flour
1/2 tsp double-acting baking powder
2 large eggs, at room temperature
70 grams sugar
2 tbsp honey
grated zest of 1 lemon
2 tsp vanilla extract
70 grams unsalted butter, melted and cooled
1 tbsp matcha powder (or less, to taste)
sift together the flour and baking powder and keep close at hand. after melting the butter, whisk in the matcha powder, ensuring there are no lumps, and set aside. beat the eggs and sugar together in an electric mixer fitted with the whisk attachment until they thicken and lighten in colour, about 2 – 4 minutes. beat in the honey, lemon zest and vanilla. switch to a large rubber spatula and gently fold in the dry ingredients, followed by the melted butter. cover the batter with plastic wrap, pressing the wrap against the surface to create an airtight seal, and chill for at least 3 hours, preferably overnight.
center a rack in the oven and preheat the oven to 200C. if your madeleine pan is not nonstick, generously butter it, dust the insides with flour, and tap out the excess. if the pan is nonstick, you still might want to give it an insurance coating of butter and flour. if it is silicone, do nothing. no matter what kind of pan you have, place it on a baking sheet for easy transportability.
divide the batter among the moulds, filling them almost to the top. don’t worry about smoothing the batter – it will even out as it bakes.
bake large madeleines for 11 to 13 minutes, small ones for 8 to 10 minutes, or until they are puffed and golden and spring back when touched. pull the pan from the oven and remove the cookies by either rapping the pan against the counter (they fall out in a shower of madeleines) or gently running a butter knife around the edges of the cookies. allow them to cool on a cooling rack. they can be served ever so slightly warm or at room temperature, and they should be eaten on the same day, because that’s when they’re at their peak.